Then I spent the summer with my best friend who suggested we go off to Turkey. I almost didn't take the flight cuz of anxiety, but I pushed through. Am I glad I did!!
I met the most gorgeous man on the planet and he loved me for me!! I was there with him all through August and I never felt so well, good and beautiful before this.
Now, I'm back home for school, with a positive outlook and walking around with a mad grin on my face. I am in love for the first time!! Just this week I had a small setback, my first flicker of doubt, he never texted me for one whole day, but the next morning he did and said he had no credit so couldn't text me the day before. But these things happen with these guys, right? So that's okay!! Yes, I'm a lil more off my cloud now, but I'm determined to make this work.
I guess why I'm here is that feeling of support, even from strangers. I believe positive energy can flow even through computer monitors. There are times I doubt he is genuine when I read some stories, but then I look and see some do work!! Some of you on here started off with just holiday romances, and here you are still together years down the line, right? I want that for us!!
Nice to meet you all!
Kx